YOUR MUM READS MY BLOGS.

remember that time when you were supposed to come over to my house really early in the morning just to see me before you went off to study?
and then you totally didn't come...making me wait outside my house in the cold..thinking about all the possibilities that could have happened. i was really worried. i didn't know what to do. i wish i told you how insanely worried i was for you.

remember that night in bondi when i was cold and was getting eaten alive by mozzies...you made me pants out of newspapers.

remember when you told me not to eat your mushroom sauce but i thought you said to eat it so i did. and you got all upset because you didn't have any mushroom sauce with your steak. you look so cute when your grumpy.

remember when i kicked you out of my house and told you i never wanted to see you again because i found out you had an exam the next day but you still came and saw me. i cried so much. and i came chasing after you because there was no way i could've let you go like that.

remember the very first time i cooked Migoreng for you and it totally sucked. but you pretended it was good and still ate it...with a disgusted look on your face.

remember that night when we travelled for ages and ages just to get some chicken? but we ended up getting lost. usually, we would argue and blame each other but that night we just both agreed and made a joint decision and promised each other that if its the wrong decision we won't blame at each other. we got our chicken. after like 2-3 hours. honestly, that chicken wasn't even that great but i just pretended that it was worth the hours of driving. i wish i could've have told you that. i wish i could tell you that now.

i miss you.